What If I Win

“What if I win?”

That question has echoed in my mind for the past three years — louder on some days, quieter on others.

But never gone.

Hi, I’m Subash. I’m a visual designer, a product thinker, and a dreamer walking a tightrope between a full-time job and the creative studio I founded — Design Infiny.

This isn’t a success story (yet).

It’s the story of someone who refused to give up.

Who failed in college. Who didn’t have a design degree.

But who showed up every single day — with a mouse, a sketchbook, and a mindset that never backed down.

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🎒 The Beginning: Not the Best Student

Back in my college days, I was the guy who failed more subjects than I passed. I studied electronics, but honestly? I didn’t connect with it.

What I did connect with — deeply, instinctively — was design.

Not because someone taught me. But because I felt it.

I didn’t understand color theory at the time. I just knew when something worked — when something felt right.

While most of my classmates aimed for placements, I was sketching, building UIs, and teaching myself software after midnight. I didn’t have access — but I had obsession.

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💡 The Realization: Good Ideas Die Without Good Design

After college, I applied to job after job — visual design, UI design, product design roles. I faced rejection after rejection. But one thing kept becoming clearer:

“Good products don’t always win. Good design helps them get noticed.”

I saw it around me — so many powerful startups, passionate founders, and great ideas — but the branding lacked clarity.

No strong visual identity. No emotion. No user connection.

So I decided:

If no one gives me the opportunity to fix that, I’ll create my own.

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🌱 The Birth of Design Infiny

And that’s how Design Infiny was born — my design studio.

I started it while working a full-time job. Nights and weekends became design sprints. I handled branding, UI/UX, packaging, motion — whatever the client needed.

More than projects, I built partnerships. I didn’t just make things pretty. I helped shape visions, user flows, brand stories.

I wanted to work with ideas — not just for them.

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💼 What Drives Me Today

Today, I’m still juggling roles — full-time professional and founder.

But I’ve found my mission:

✨ To empower MSME brands, early-stage startups, and women-led businesses through design.

✨ To help them not just look good — but stand out.

✨ To open an incubation space one day, for creators like me who just need a shot.

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🧠 My Belief: Mindset Is Everything

“What if I win?”

This question isn’t about ego. It’s about potential.

What if my efforts, my risks, my journey — actually make a difference?

What if I build something bigger than me?

But here’s the flip side:

“What if I lose?”

Well, I’ll learn.

I’ll rise again.

Because I never started this journey to stop.

My mantra remains: Mindset is everything.

And I’m still here. Still chasing. Still believing.

So…

What if I win?